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Literature Text
Suppose this is a turning point
which way would you turn?
Back is not an option.
And so suddenly, by you
I am completely
fucking
forgotten.
Like I never existed in the first place but that is probably what you wished had happened, that I never stepped foot into your life that is perfect now-
and how easily you made me think
I could be loved
and
how easily
I believed you.
But
I know now that
trust is just a
made-up
non-existant
lie.
It would have been
so much easier
if you had just
said
"You're not good enough."
Because then
I wouldn't have had to
lie to myself for so long
in thinking that I was!
so leave me for dead,
you've ran me for ruin!
and I realise
I am
Numb
Careless
Empty
Worthless and
so
so
so fucking
Stupid
I start to wonder why I even
tried
why I try
at all
when all
I
Do
Is
Lose.
My first love, you were
My last you'll be, too.
which way would you turn?
Back is not an option.
And so suddenly, by you
I am completely
fucking
forgotten.
Like I never existed in the first place but that is probably what you wished had happened, that I never stepped foot into your life that is perfect now-
and how easily you made me think
I could be loved
and
how easily
I believed you.
But
I know now that
trust is just a
made-up
non-existant
lie.
It would have been
so much easier
if you had just
said
"You're not good enough."
Because then
I wouldn't have had to
lie to myself for so long
in thinking that I was!
so leave me for dead,
you've ran me for ruin!
and I realise
I am
Numb
Careless
Empty
Worthless and
so
so
so fucking
Stupid
I start to wonder why I even
tried
why I try
at all
when all
I
Do
Is
Lose.
My first love, you were
My last you'll be, too.
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So apparently Cy showed up long enough to hand my muse a poem before running off again and I guess that's totally fine and dandy because NO ONE'S FREAKING OUT ABOUT WHERE SHE IS AND I TOTALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO HER OR ANYTHING *stomps off to go yell at her muse*
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Cy belongs to me
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Cy belongs to me
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*headdesks* This tugged at my heartstrings, I won't lie.
This was emotional and very angry and I don't blame her for being mad. But I can't pin blame on him either. *shot* But I do feel guilty for what happened, I really do. ;A; *shot for being a wuss*
Cy...please, just because Ben is a fuck up, don't give up on love. He's not worth it. *shot for being a heartless bitch towards her own creation*
This was emotional and very angry and I don't blame her for being mad. But I can't pin blame on him either. *shot* But I do feel guilty for what happened, I really do. ;A; *shot for being a wuss*
Cy...please, just because Ben is a fuck up, don't give up on love. He's not worth it. *shot for being a heartless bitch towards her own creation*