wishes three.

I never knew being this kind of
scared could reach your very
core.

_{'You don't know what the hell you're talking about; you're being stupid, really.'}

Maybe so.

I'd like to think that I'm
overreacting
^{(but I wish to think I deserve love and not lead-ons.)}

I wish that this is only just a dreamnightmare.
wherein I gave you my all and I am only second best
although we've always made our
short-lived time
worthwhile

yet I've found how easy it is to hide in other's happiness
there seems to be so much of it now
so much that I can _almost forget
but insomnia considers me a dear friend and
always keeps me up to help me
remember

I can't help but feel that I've
lost you already and I
don't wish to be a footnote in someone else's happiness

because I,
well I'm just a ticking little time bomb
and it's almost time to detonate.